Stop worrying about the things you can't change.

So far so good! Don't I look happier these few days! I think singfest did something to me hahaha I don't know. Anyway singfest was a blast I miss singfest! The weather was damn hot but it was worth it! (: I like Jason Mraz he's awesome! Someone wants to marry him (and Justin Timberlake! So greedy HAHA). PCD's performance was damn hot! Someone was so very excited I know! Oh Joyene so funny HAHA. I saw Ms L there HAHA. Love the company. (:

We learnt the acers day dance during PE today! HAHA it was so fun hahaha Eve kept making weird noises. Yeah la I know I didn't really dance when our class was called because everyone was staring haha but still I danced before that okay! HAHA I saw dancing king with his moves HAHAHAH he stood in front somemore omg you have hidden talent eh not bad go unleash your potential quick quick!

Almost everyone's so stressed. Studies, trainings, whatnot. Please take care everyone don't fall sick! You know how freaking scared I am when I look at the training schedule. Sometimes I really wonder how I'm going to make it through but it's okay I know I will. And we'll get through this together. (: I'm trying to accept what I can't change and focus on what I'm supposed to do instead of worrying all the time and I must say that it's actually working. (: I'm choosing not to let things affect me and I'm really trying very, very hard to do so. It makes me a much happier person. (: Smiling makes people happy. I didn't realise that I have such positivity in me.

But you know during times like this I would really like to have something to lean on. And I'm constantly looking for that something to pull me through. That pillar of strength, that source of motivation. Tell me am I being too dependent?

Vicky's in New Zealand for her geog trip now. Mine will be at the end of the year and because of this I'll be missing precious water time. ):

I'm telling myself over, and over, and over again, that what matters is what I give. And somehow this makes me feel better. I know you need more time. I can pretend that I didn't see a thing but do you know how I felt when I saw those things?


I love seeing you around school. (:

Another day another challenge another smile. Come on I can do this.